R.i.p- R.d.h-1926-2006

[jacobnbr1]

this is petty much how i feel.



http://www.videocodezone.com/videos/j/johnny_cash/hurt-3.html

[pmb1010]

this is petty much how i feel.



http://www.videocodezone.com/videos/j/johnny_cash/hurt-3.html


rdh?
http://dpsinfo.com/dps/2006.html#latest

none with those initials listed...

[jacobnbr1]

the hurt video by johnny cash is the reflection of my stepfather who just passed away. some of the lyrics in the song are just too close to par.
he is right, we all just go away in the end.
seems like after i turned 25 years old all i have been doing is burying people that i care about.
that is about all i can say for this weekend, i am just devistated.

[Mad Girl Investor]

Jacob,

Im very sorry for your loss of your step-father. There really arent any words to say to make it better for you, just please know that you are cared about. Its not going to be long before my mom goes, and I lost my dad 21 years ago. The pain passess,,,have faith.

Hang in there, hun.

[TheChartGuru]

Jacob,

Don't be sad my brother. We all have to leave this life to move on to our next one. God created us because he loves us and wants us to live for ever. God said, "No mere man has ever seen, heard or even imagined what wonderful things I have ready for those who love Me."

God tests us all the time. You are being tested spiritually when you have to bury a love one. Our life here on earth is simply a dress rehearsel. It took the death of my mother in law, almost 2 years ago, for me to find God. I'm still taking baby steps. I can not recite scripture from the top of my head. Although I was born Catholic, it has taken me 43 years to really find the Word of God. I'm so excited because I'm going to Confession this Friday for my first time! It's never too late to repent. I have a better understanding of "death" now. We humans only use 10% of our brains. This doesn't say much for even the most brilliant human minds. We really know very little.

It's only natural for you to weep now. A few months ago, we had a relative who was near his death. He was only in his 60's but was very ill. I couldn't understand why he wanted to celebrate his last days of life with his family by singing and dancing. Now I do. He was deeply religious and he knew he was going to eternal life. He thanked God for his life here on earth and for all God's beauty, but he couldn't wait to be with the Lord. Wow, I get goosebumps typing this.

It's not coincidence that I'm writing you before I go to Mass. God wanted to me to talk to you. You can send me a private message if you need someone to talk to. God bless you and your step- ather.

Frank has poken

[jacobnbr1]

Jacob,

Don't be sad my brother. We all have to leave this life to move on to our next one. God created us because he loves us and wants us to live for ever. God said, "No mere man has ever seen, heard or even imagined what wonderful things I have ready for those who love Me."

God tests us all the time. You are being tested spiritually when you have to bury a love one. Our life here on earth is simply a dress rehearsel. It took the death of my mother in law, almost 2 years ago, for me to find God. I'm still taking baby steps. I can not recite scripture from the top of my head. Although I was born Catholic, it has taken me 43 years to really find the Word of God. I'm so excited because I'm going to Confession this Friday for my first time! It's never too late to repent. I have a better understanding of "death" now. We humans only use 10% of our brains. This doesn't say much for even the most brilliant human minds. We really know very little.

It's only natural for you to weep now. A few months ago, we had a relative who was near his death. He was only in his 60's but was very ill. I couldn't understand why he wanted to celebrate his last days of life with his family by singing and dancing. Now I do. He was deeply religious and he knew he was going to eternal life. He thanked God for his life here on earth and for all God's beauty, but he couldn't wait to be with the Lord. Wow, I get goosebumps typing this.

It's not coincidence that I'm writing you before I go to Mass. God wanted to me to talk to you. You can send me a private message if you need someone to talk to. God bless you and your step- ather.

Frank has poken


thanks for all your kindness mad girl and frank. i have seem to come to some kind of cross road in life and feel this was all apart of the process. i am just really confused at this time. i am not really sure of where i should be going in life and if i should be the person that i am.( if that makes any scense)? the departing of my stepfather has just made all this a reality check and made me look into the history much closer than one who is keeping a steady pace.

[xboilermaker]

I am not very religious but I understand your pain. I was just a few years older than you on a job in Atlanta when my Dad died of pneumonia at 51, in Michigan, our home state. I still remember just as clearly as today exactly how I found out. It was Sunday and I was polishing my car, a new Subaru, when the foreman came and found the boarding house where me and a couple other guys were staying and the way he walked up to me I knew something was wrong. Following was the worst 785 miles imaginable driving home. It is just as hard whether suddenly or slowly, but it will get better, and time eases the pain, as hard as it is to accept right now. My thoughts are with you.

[Mad Girl Investor]

For me, Jacob, I found out who I was after I stopped listening to others tell me who they thought I should be. Its a hard process, this living in reality. Its growing up and its tough.

But, there is a huge reward for living in the moment and being who we were meant to be,,,good and bad parts of us = a true self.

Keep hanging in there! We care about YOU!

[pmb1010]

my condolences, jacob.

Believe me, I do know how you feel.

Wishing you strength through your time of grief.

[jeffwils]

Jacob,

I am really sorry to hear of your loss. Just know he has gone on to a much greater place where there is no pain and sickness. Guru is right. It is all a test. Be strong and have faith in the fact that you are exactly where God wants you to be at the exact time He wants you to be there. You will be with him again very soon. This is all temporary.

Jeff

[GDFLS]

Allow me to offer my condolences, Jacob.

I am sorry for your loss and will keep you and your family in my prayers.

[madcowdisease]

Sorry to hear that bro. I'm not going to claim to be able to empathize, but with the condition of many members of family I'll be right there with you soon. And trust me I'm dreading it.

[jacobnbr1]

as i had stated before. it looks as if i have come to some kind of intersection in life and looks like i am going to be making a turn in a differant direction, i am really not sure what all this means but i think it is one of those "supposed to happen" things.. i think i will probably be end up quiting some of the business ventures and maybe also trading, i sometimes love it and othertimes hate it. as i do our taxes this year it is one stupid waste of time unlike last year, if i remain i will be doing the share building techniqe as boooyahoo has taught me. i guess i will keep yuns posted.